hey 7! todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay 10months :p

WHATTA GREAT LIFE. oh thx God for all Ur blessin in my whole life. U gimme d best parents n family! i love 'em mostttttttttttttttttttttt. YAP thx for d best gift in ths world! THEY ARE THE BEST GIFT FROM U!

dunno what i hav to do without 'em, exactly cant life! thxthxthx!! i havno many words to explain this give thx to U God, cos i know that U dont need a beautiful words, U just need d praise! i praise U Lord Jesus!

LALALALALA cant explain what i feel rite nw. yups! i hav a veryvery beautiful story love. yess i hav a boyF I called him "kih" thts his nick name from me:) before theres no his ex called him "kih" only me n his family :* for me its so special. thx for gimme a chance to call u 'kih".

its my looooooong stowwwrieeeeeh, i got me become my prince since 07 10 10. yeayh i never tho' tht he likes me \^o^/ oh thx Jesus! U give him to me.

i rili rili cant describe what or how he make me so happy until now. i dunno to explain his nature.

this is d first i get smone whos rili2 good for my life. he's verry kind . he NEVER mad with me even just 1 one. we never angry each other. he rili rili kind.

everyday he always make me happy n happy. he has a lot of waysss to make me happy. a loooooooooooooooooooooooot of waysss. he rili loves me yap thts what he always said everysecond.

he never do d bad things, he never do that would make me sad cry or what. n d important things that i cant believe until now HE NEVER MAKE ME DISSAPOINTED.

sosososo thx to God! God rili gives d best for me.

yess he is zaky! i cant resist my feelin to pinch his cheeks when i see his faceeeeeee! he's verry cute ohGod :'''''D AND HE DO D SAME WITH ME GRRRRR HE ALWAYS PINCH MY CHEEKS haha n i always mad wkwkwkwkwk.

ive done a lot of things with him that he or me NEVER DO with our ex.

yaps thats make me so happy, we went to bandung together for 3days. we went to d place that we never gone to that place.

we so do a wonderful things :) im so clooooooseeee with him ;) i know him exactly ;)

so many things i do to reach his family's heart, N IM SUCCESSSSSSS :) so happy being lyk this,

he too.. he get my family's heart :DD we need fight for this! we think that if something we get with NO FIGHT IS NOTHING :) thats d reason why our love is so strong #CIEEEEEE ^o^

we have a thousand million memoriessssssss. n i cant write on this blog bcos maybe d characters aint enough HAHA ,

i know he loves me more than he loved his ex bcos yaaaaap theres maaany so manyyyy things he showwww me  n many things he has done to me tht he never do tht with smone else :)to make me feel even believe that he rili loves me :) yap i love u more that i ever think kih :)

u know tht i ever told u that i ever dreamed about smone perfect would come to my life, n i always pry to my Jesus to gimme d best person to my life. AND JESUS GIVES YOU TO ME! JESUS GIMME SOMEONE WHOS I'VE NEVER IMAGINED. i jst dreamed n dreamed.

u know nyon (thts our nick names :D) i get my dream ;) u like a dreams come trueeeeeeee,

i get all what i want! i get what i always see in d place, mall, street or what else that people hold their each other hands. d boy m girl laugh together, in the car together, thru d traffic in this damn Jakarta, pick their girl to their girl'house, n permission to her parents for go out on satnite together, take a pict together, thru d rainy together, breakfast together, playin d guitar n sing a song together, hunting photo together, n sooooo many things do TOGETHER.

im verry verrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy happy, he always there for me everytime i calles him to accompany me. i just said " kih plis accompany me " just less that 15minutes he arrived :)

he NEVER refuse, decline, ignore or say no when i invite him to go with me. ITS NEVER EVEN ONE TIME . soooooooooooooo romanticccc :''''')))

in d past he cant rili playin guitar. BUT NOW u know whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat HE RILI CANNNNNN PLAYING GUITAR bcos my request!! he cant string his guitars with play JAZZ song ohhhh noooooo thats soooo romantic. he always sing a wonderful song to me , he always sent me a voice note when i fall a sleep n when n hear d ringging of my phone then i opened d bbm he was singing to me. n i smileeeeeeeee n srceam aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh like that :P

he smtimes clean up my messy room LOL , n me toooo everytime his room was so mess i aaaalwaaaayyyyssss clean up his room LMAO.,.

YAPS i always shaked his parents n his bro n sist i rili closed with his 2 sisters, d first sister n third sisters :)

i love his familiesssssssss........ n his nephew :)

how cool :Di need look no more guy. only him him n him in my deepest heart.

he call me Ris. theres no people call me Ris before :) i love u more than i tho kih :)

thanks for all d things, dolls, clothes, watch, letter, photo and all of d things u gave to me ( theres so many things, cant tell one by one wkwkwk)

thanks for d gift of chrismast, bday, n gift of everyday,

thanks for d spoiled that u never do with smone else.

thxthxthxthx for all zaky thola

especially thx FOR CHOOSE ME than another girls. bcs u said "Ris u're d best for me, u rili rili meaningfull to me. u dont like d other girls, u're d besr Ris"

thanks for all wordssss :*

RILI CANT EXPLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAINNNN,,.............

THANKS GOD DAD MOM BROTHER SISTER TO LEMME IN RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM :) :*

u got d key into my heart!

I LOVE YOU MOST ZAKY :)

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HEY!! udah lama banget ga buka blog ini, haha karena gada waktuuuuuuu buat buka. dari mulai ujian naik kelas 3, ngurus pensi FullColor yg butuh byk waktu buat muter2 jakarta ampe kemana2 -..- dan akhirnya sukses abesssssss, ga sia2 bgt gua,zaky,ridwan tiap hari jalan kmna2 kliling jakarta ampe stgh modarrrrrrrrrr, kemana2 b3 atau ga brg bobby :D sama anak2 yg lain jugaaaaaa, pokonya kenangan banget2222. unforgettable!
makasihhh banget222 buat smua yg udah hadir di pensi kitaaaaaaa wuuuuuuuu kalian yg bikin sukses lhooo wkwkwkw


abis itu libur panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang deh! ngabisin setiap waktu pas liburan sama zaky. give thx to God banget, become a wonderful holiday banget kmren :( apalagi pas ke bandung. baru x ini bawa pacar pas jalan keluar kota sama kluargaaa 23-25 juni, dunno how i was happy! thx fam, for give me a chance to holiday with someone i love!! abis pulang dr bandung lanjut ke PRJ nnton maliq n d'essentials. how great!!
dan masih bnyak222 banget222 kenangan yg lainnya pas liburan kmren gabisa di tulis satu2 pegel cuy hehehahha




pokonya THX GOD thx so thx for a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat  holidayyyyyyy !!!!
lovYou!

ON BENDED KNEES

Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll gurantee
That I'll never let you go


Chorus:
Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
They way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee


So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know that I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me


Chorus:
Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
They way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee


Mike's Monologue:
Baby, I'm sorry
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done
Please come back home girl
I know you put all your trust in me
I'm sorry I let you down
Please forgive me


Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirt of love
It'll heal all things
We won't hurt anymore
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home


Chorus:
Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
They way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended, down on bended knee



Can we go back to the days our love was strong (Wanna build a new life)
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong (Just you and me, Gonna make you my wife Raise a family)
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

sweetest badroom :p

♥

my wonderfool 07 :)

wooooow its a long story. i dunno where i would start this wonderfool story :D

from the beginning i moved school to SMA Yappenda .

for 3 weeks i couldnt eat anythin woow --' bcause i was shock when i should moved again.

in fact i have the best friend i ever had in this world who called TABLO i love them more than i love my bestiest bfore. yep yep i also had a boy friend, boy whos i really loveeeeeeed, he always called me larissayang ;p LOL.

i really happy to establish love with him, okey i give his inisial isssss S. he really dare me to said "larissa you know that ive been waitin for you for along time, i just want to ask you, would you be my girl friend?"

and ofc i said "yess" haha bcause i like him soooooo.

i establish love with him for 5 month, i dunno exactly how i loved him :( i did anythin to him, aaaaaanyyyythinnnn.

and month after month i saw one guy at my new high school, yep yep he wears a behel, i likeeee if some guy wears behel lol :D but i just like him even i dunno his name, 

after 2 month i never saw him again, i can count how many times i met him at school, it just eeeeeeemmmh 3 times haha thats the reason why i didnt like him and i didnt fall in loved with him.

than he added my acc facebook. woow i was so surpriced, i asked my friends, "whos this?i though i ever know him?"

and my friend said "he's our friends in this skul, he a student of XI social"

okey i said i dont even know him.

thaaaaaaaaaan i still remember when he texted me "hay is larissa, isnt it?"

i dunno wht i felt inside when i read his txt msg :D

but suddenly i realized i have a boy friend, and i loved him most hahaha, and also know that he had a girl friend.

i dont wanna distrub their relationship!

then, he asked me to join the swim at ancol, and i agree.

when the first time i saw him out at skul is at ancol, and almost all his friends said that he likes me.

its so surprised YOU KNOW?

as time passes he is quite often associated with me through bbm or txt msg.

yep im so happy. but i also remember about my boy n his girl,

i dont wanna hurt anyone,

thaaaaan he really sorry bcause he had to block me from his facebook as a request from her girl, its okey i think bcause i know how his girl fellin inside :)

theres nobody knows what the REAL, almost people though that i steal him from his girl, that BIG NO girl.

for 1 month i never contact him again, bcause we had our life .

and at the end of September he approached me again when he had broken with his girl, and i also broken with my boy bcause so many problem :(

start from hereeeeeeeeeeee, he really cares to meeeee, i ever went to my friend house with him ang through the rain, oh my Lord, ill never forget about it.

before i in relationship with him, theres a lot of memories that he gave to me.

and on 070710 he said to me what he felt insideeeeeeee we talk to me with a lot of people around us.

i never felt this wonderfuuul happy before.

i answered "yess"

and his best friend rio,also said his ideal woment in love, who called aryanti putri :)

wooow we have the same annivesary on 070710

and until now im still in love with him, i love him moooost

wuuu his name issssssssss zaky thola,

i just want to say I LOVE YOU zaky :)

 riza

 riar

LARISSA

HELLO my name is theodora larissa liana lavinia siahaan, everybody said that i have a looooong name, thats i am :D

i make this blog just for fun haha, i dunno what im gonna do with this blog, i swear :D

i was born in Jakarta, Oct 22 1994. i have a big family, start from my father, my mom, my old sister leslie, my brother sean, my brother reza, me, and finally my youngest brother fransisco :)

im very happy to life between them because i know that God loves me bcause He sent them to my life,

i also love my Lord Father Jesus Christ, i found a thousand million of miracles from Him, and i know the only reason why i life in this amazing world just bcause of You my King :)

every moment i breathe and every moment im awake i just want to praise You Jesus.

OK thaaaaaaanks for the time to read this lil note see ya ♥